Why?
By: Mysticaldivine [ArshiHamesha]
Payesh wedding and its events bloomed the inhibited seed of love into a flower in between Arnav and Khushi. The way Arnav shackled down the walls around his heart and let its beat make her feel, it was very much visible to all. Teri meri dance was his declaration of love and he sealed it with his kiss on her cheek. She reciprocated equally.
If he touched her hand, she engraved his name, though unintentionally and he wanted to hold that hand forever. Not even that he wanted her to dress up the way he loved. Buying bangles and giving her bindi was one of those gestures through which he showed her clearly how much he admired her all along. Then after the terrace scene what happened to Arnav's heart and what he did and why he did it, he knew but Khushi was unaware of this... it was inevitable for Khushi to think and have this question to ask him why?
Why did you do this?
The silent walls of RM welcomed Khushi by standing tall after a tremor. The night was not less than a tremor itself. These walls are used to keep all the storms within for years and yet didn't tear apart. Today, these were ready to show Khushi the colorful, enlightened, and broadside of them by hiding the colorless, dark, and narrowness within. Khushi crumbled on the ground momentarily to let her heart out in this silence... just to wash away every crucified word from all across. She had been dealt with several blows in her life yet this one was the worst and did tear her soul in pieces for sure.
All she remembered was his demand, her pleas, his bestiality, her tears, his depravity, her honor. She had no idea what was he going through on the other side of these walls. He had equally torn apart. All he remembered, were the slaps, injustice, and her tears but the words which were echoing within walls for him were the ones keeping him stern and standing on his ground. The words of the terrace dilemma, the cause of a crucified division of hearts for a while.
He could cry but was not willing to bow down to this blow of life yet.
On one side, Arnav's mind reeling out recent events by pacing up and down inexorably, trying to run away from them but in vain. His breaking down sister, his wife being slapped, his shattered grandmother ...all these unbearable events made him collapse as the consequences of his own non-calculated acts were tearing almost everyone.
Holding her Manglasuter, she revived faith regardless of how he put it around her neck but he did mark her as his. Her mind brings the touch, a hold of his hand that was dragging her towards the fire, but the same hand brought her inside the home. She knows unwillingly he will never abandon her or desert her, but she had to know why did he do that?
She comes as a lioness and indeed she is wounded but she takes the command of her fate. She closes the door without thinking about self-consciousness and finds Arnav with his clenching jaws and raging facial expression like he doesn't care.
He keeps his eyes firmly averted from her but that doesn't stop the wounded soul to proceed. She surrenders herself to his command without accusing him of a while. Being as gentle as she could be with him as this is lioness nature to keep the lion calm and turn things in her way. She shares her sorrows with him as he is her own as always. Arnav's tensed muscles lose a bit as it affects him as always "farak padta hai.."[ It does matter]. His jolt at her being an "Orphan" again says a lot about his heart state. This one word is the deep connection between them.
There was empathy that was stirring a nebulous relation in between them which breaks the spell when Khushi raises this question, her demand to know the reason for his hasty decision.
" I can't change whatever happened tonight, but I have to know why did you do that?"
"Why Arnavji?"
His refusal to respond and try to leave the premises roars a deep wave of anguish in Khushi. She doesn't give him permission to leave and oh my ... the great ASR is heeding her command after Lion knows his lioness's nature.
"One minute, Mr.Arnav Singh Raizada. This is not your office where you can leave without finishing your business." She roars.
He obliged her no matter what and at the top, she called him by his full name.
The expression changes with flaring nostrils. He turns calmly and she pours her heart out which she was holding for the whole night for his sake for her family's sake, for her sister's sake. Arnav's painful expressions show how much he is in remorse for every word she speaks about Mangalsutre and Sindoor. He watches her forehead as he didn't want any of this in that manner. It shows he was still not ready for marriage but he had no other option but to make her his.
But I love Khushi's commanding way to place both hands on Arnav's shoulder as Mrs. Raizada pushes him away. The complete validation of her ownership and right on him and Arnav is neither shirking nor pushing it away as he is in it equal. A contrast between her ambition when she entered the room and now. She has a right to know and she will find it by all means.
It was a wonderful sight to see how both of them cast their rights without giving each other's rights. Arnav stands there still, hushed but raging inside listening to her. It frustrates her and goads her beyond limits.
She cornered him again by pushing as hard as she could .but again her vivacity get brought under control by aggressive Arnav. He holds her hand and pins her down near the door and takes the strength from his hollow accusations to hush her up. He did what he always did, he weighed her more with insults of being a gold digger.
He tries to leave when she stops him by his shoulder as she can't be quietened for a long in this fury of her demanding answer," this is not the answer to my question..."
Does he have the answer? No, he knows he did wrong but in his eyes, this was the best solution for everyone and for everything.
Now just to escape from the truth as always he does, an unyielding Arnav jerks her hand off of his shoulder,
"I'm not obliged to give you an answer."
He leaves to pin another soul who was the reason for all of this mess.
It was the most ravishing and devastating wedding I'd ever seen. There were a thrill and anguish at the same time. He forced her into this brutally in an inhumane manner. He was atrocious and the beast and he did shake her world completely... Yet, I felt the beauty of love, saw the extreme layers of the limits a human can cross in love, and the most sacred relationship we saw this night between two pure souls. This marriage would have lost its meaning if he would have crossed any further limits physically but he never did and that was the beauty of it.
Barun and Sanaya both in this scene are awesome, from their body language to expressions, from voice modulations to their delivery of dialogues ...just Fabulous...
Kudos to the entire team for this...
