IPKKND...When it mattered to him?

 Arnav Khushi Moment.. <3

When it mattered to him... faraq padha tha... kyunki...

The shoking moment of Arnav's life was when 1st time he felt a tug in his heart and fear for losing his Khushi. This was the 1st step later running after the Ambulance he will spit these words again but with severe intensity and finally at the top of the cliff main tumhare bina...

He completes his Fadak Padta hai later but she knows exactly and connects those dots later ...

How could she do this to him... How could she do it to herself...He knew she felt something for him...he knew that he mattered to her... he was the one that made her heart go fast..he knew he impacted her...she was attracted to him... her feelings were also there on diwali night...as she didnt run away...She was in that moment with him...He witnessed her heartbreak ruthlessly but it did break him into pieces...but he knew that there was something between them..something still left behind...then how can she move on.

That was bothering him and then he made her life hell to accept it.

This is a realization moment for Khushi for the first time that she is ENGAGED'...When Arnav puts the ring halfway through her finger,Shyam's hand comes into her mind and by yanking her hand and by lowering her eyes...',"aap yeh Anghoothi nahi pehna sakte''...[you can't put me on this ring] and the very next moment she looks at him with her deepest caustic way in her hollow voice ...'..."yeh humari sagai ki angoothi hai"[This is my engagement ring]''...

The moment gets glaciated with the piercing pain with those hollow words of Khushi and in return, it benumbs and desensitizes him and his gesture "Kya yeh saach hai"[is it true?] without WORDS and she confirms it. She lowers her gazes as she can't bear his pain anymore. but he couldn't take his eyes off ...'The excruciating pain and the numbness of the brain paralyze the Mighty ASR whose hands never miss any target yet lose the grip on the ring.

Later Arnav in rage and bafflement,"tumhari sagai ho gyae,..kaise'tum ne mujhe batana zaroori nahi samjha..Kissi ko pata kyuon nahinn hai"[you got engaged'how'you didn't even bother to tell me]hmmm.Why she supposed to tell you she meant nothing ,girls like her have a purpose behind everything not a single girl matters to ASR then WHY?

Khushi in quizzical mode,"aap ko iss se kya fadak padta hai"[why does it matter to you?]

Arnav grabbing her fiercefully,"Mujhe iss se fadak padta hai Dammit' kyuonke'.[it matters to me because.]His ego and fear stop him from completing his sentence'.he just keep starring at her with agonizing eyes'.which are delivering his message which he can't verbalize'..

Khushi also remembers this before her dream and after Arnav's 1st confession "I love you"' which he is supposed to finish here'..

 

IPKKND/Why Khushi fell in love with Arnav?

 

Why did Khushi fall in love with Arnav?

Interesting question as we all know Arnav fell in Love with her the moment she fell in her arms with the jolt...That infatuation changes into a challenge in Dargha and then an attachment which Anjali mentions to him in the office ...tou uus Larki ka kya...his expressions change...He wants her to accept his egoistic nature or in other words, he wanted to break her belief system...I am Bhgwan and I make Fate...not your Bhagwan...But her challenging words haunt him like hell and he gets DEnt in his brain, not the car. Office, home, guest house, and on and on and on his urge to talk to her increases...till they reach for Diwali kiss.

That kiss which Khushi and he had no clue about because they both went with their desires...that was the moment when she felt the jolt as she was into this Love business but still had no clue that this something.

Her first glimpse of her Rajkumar vs Shaitan is in Mandir in between Pigeons where his vulnerable state was so visible to her  " Jiji jo jaisa hai woh waisa kyuon nahin Dikhta.."That day she felt so close to him as he had lost his parents just like her...

From that day on, she knew he says something different and acts differently. But her love starts way before...

Let me take you when she wakes up after Guesthouse...in her sleep state...she sees his hand caressing her and putting her locks behind her ears...She knows this Rajkumar since then as he is the one who came for her Rescue 'Ayaga koi Rajkumar Ghori char keh"...So he was Shaitan in her open eyes but in her subconscious, he was her Rajkumar...She loves him since then and she wakes up with a jolt...Nahin...as she gets scared of her own findings and feeling which she had no clue about. After knowing him and after his sorry this relation grew each day.

The way She knew Arnav, no one did or does. That is the biggest reason Arnav fell each day more and more for her. She fell for his magnetized yet arrogant behavior because she sees his true face and golden heart behind this Akhdoo face.

kyun hum apse larte hain , jhagrte hain par aapke jane keh baad aaphi ki rah takte hai...iss ehsaas ko eik mauqa tou do...after he leaves for London shows she is still in her initial state with open eyes yet in sleep she can sense her Rajkumar and his trouble...and can hear him calling her for help...

He treated her as his equal in making deals as she matters to him. She was nothing but everything to him and she never gets angry after seeing him with his Di, very vulnerable, all guards down. She really saw the real glimpse of Arnav who no one else peeked into.

She shares her life with him by telling him about her parents and all, why because he showed her coming there that she matters to him in all states, hate, love, whatever. He was always there for her in their time of need. She can count on him. Again he was the one who she can call her own. They both were who they were with each other.A true image, a mirror image, a true challenger who can have the power to win and lose each other in this game of Love. They both never pretend or hide anything from each other as they were REAL without any pretense and any mask and that was the beauty of their relationship which grew over time.

She couldn't stop getting in love with him and he couldn't hate her...TELEPATHY...shows both fell unexpectedly and couldn't set themselves free from each other's magic.

IPKKND..When he gave her shoulder to cry..

 

..When he gave her shoulder to cry..

Khushi stumbles with Arnav during her internal war with pain.Arnav in rage," Dekh kar nahin chal sakti tum'"[you can't see where are you going]..Deep dialogue does she really know where is she going? Her unbelievable steps are stumbling and you are the only one who can hold her.

Her uneven breathing and unusual silence with a shaking body make him sit down to hold her gently like he can go to any extent to release her from distress if he can. He inquires so softly as His eyes are searching for answers by gauging her face..

Khushi without looking at him in the shattered state when he leaves her as it was unbearable for him seeing her like that ' and at the top this is not his place and he can't do anything. This is unbearable for him as he knows Khushi can't stop for 5 minutes..and here something is really big because of which she is completely withdrawn wants to fix it for her period but how'

The moment he walks away she holds his shoulder and cries her heart out as he is the only one who can see her wounds and she lets him'..

He wants to remove her pain but how? And  then the reality hits him from which he was escaping a couple of minutes ago'.."Khushi ! Kya tumhare mangaiter ne tum se khuch'."

Khushi lifts her head up and looks deeply in his eyes..Arnav in rage,"Kya kia uss ne'did he try to hurt you?  Khushi while sobbing,"unhon ne humare saath'She wants to tell him so badly but stops

Fear runs through his veins, at this point, he is thinking worse, did he hurt her sexually, or physically or verbally? His brain is taking him places where he's been in his past and is the cause of his rage with flaring nostrils ""Batao Khushi"[ tell me Khushi]'.I am imagining if he knew who is he .he will go and kill him ill-treating his Khushi like that'..just like Nainital and goons

Khushi stops and looks in his eyes and remembers his words for his Di"meri Duniya tou aap ho'.mujhe iss Duniya se koi matlab nahin"[You are my world,I don't care about this world] and how he took oath for her protection during Raksha bandhan' How can she break that strong TRUST'"atoot Vishwas" in between a brother and a sister,.ABOVE all she can't hurt him the only one who she thinks is hers'.She knows he will be shattered with her Di's broken marriage

She keeps starring at him a couple of seconds and his eagerness is killing him to find the answers '.which he is totally unaware of it and the reason of her "Chup"[quietness]