Devastated Souls...
by
ArshiHamesha
Written on IF/2013
Everything happens for a reason but sometimes I wish I knew what that reason was. Some moments need to be there to unfreeze all the moments of devastation among all but you have to face the torment to feel the tenderness. The moment gets frozen for Arnav Singh Raizada today the very same way or maybe the worse as that night when a gunshot took his ability to hear or see clearly with his teary eyes. That day he lost his Mother, his anchor, his survival. Today he lost his Love, his life, and the reason for his survival. That day he gathered himself for his sister and today he is shattered because of her. Mistrust and betrayal two strong emotions were looming then and now but blowing extreme danger with it at this time.
Life is a mirror, two sides of a coin as what goes around, comes around. Arnav and Shyam both have approached life in different ways yet both have committed some crimes, some sins intentionally or unintentionally to pay for. The very same applies to Khushi and Anjali as both wanted to remain blind towards the evil and just saw the goodness. The Slithery snake has emerged as Basilisk [kind of a dragon] because of these two and their approach towards him but these two are pure souls who will be tested yet can't be defeated. Shyam is playing with fire without knowing that he is moving in between too. Shyam has reached its limit from both ends, from Khushi as well as from Arnav. He told Khushi how he followed her moves from Lucknow till now and that opened the eyes of Khushi to see the real animal obsessed soul in him who has no respect for anyone. He told Arnav how his sister is the biggest hurdle. A murderer always leaves tracks behind leading to him. Shyam has indeed dug his own grave by making these two, his biggest enemies especially Arnav. His survival is hidden only in one soul, Anjali who is in dark from all of this heated fire which is going to consume two pure souls in this process of reincarnation but in the end, SHE is the one who will pay the biggest price ever.
Khushi has to go through with the realization which his father told her.."har ek ko apne jaisa saaf dil ka samjhat hai..."[She think every heart is clean like her]...She has to save Anjali as well as Arnav from this slime ball who just knows how to destroy, But her words "Aap Anjali ji ko chod kyun nehin dete".are going to haunt her as well as someone who is stamping em..."Chup gaya hai "...There is no doubt, He left no stone to make this pure soul wounded along with him by misunderstanding her. The day, his heart will find its way to her, he will not leave any stone either to keep her inside his golden heart for forever though he couldn't throw her out in any state...
On Diwali night, Arnav Singh Raizada garlanded Khushi with immense pain and today he is on the receiving end yet he gave her deliberately and she is totally unaware of it today. That night Khushi cried with her parents, with her Devimaiya under the stars and today he is standing embracing all the devastation by all means. It's a payback time. It seems her tears, her convulsion, her devastation wasn't gone unheard that night and all the divine forces are taking revenge on her behalf. Devimaiya gifted Arnav with Khushi just like a north star in his embrace who always shows him the way...though he took the way with rage and acrimony that night in Sheesh Mahal which became a reason for the broken marriage of Payal,Khushi's sister and today Devi maiya is making him realize the fact which Khushi says that day.."agar aapki jiji ki shaadi toot jaye tou..."[If your sister's marriage breaks then...]...Today he is meeting with that pain ,his own sister's marriage is at the verge of breaking because of Khushi. But Devimaiya is not only Khushi's mother...she is Arnav's mother too and both of these are her favorite kids. She wants her favorite kids to join hands to vanquish this Basilisk together and that's why today DM is revealing the true face him in front of these two.
Arnav is going to emerge as a savior, a restorer, a destroyer, an eradicator, a protector...a HORUS for not only for his sister but for his Khushi too. He is not only going to keep these two important people safeguarded but also those who are intact with them. This Fire within is going to reincarnate him and will make his golden heart glow with all the love of this universe. Fate seems cruel yet gold has to go through the Fire to be molded into a unique piece.He has to come out of this delusion that this is not always true what you see or hear and that day his heart will find its heartbeat miles away to rejuvenate his beliefs,..."ek atoot Vishwas.."
Arnav has to go through this realization process to come and surrender to God..."mein Bhagwan peh yakeen nahin karta...mein apni kismet khud likhta hoon.."[I don't belive in God as I write my own destiny..]...but Khushi has to be with him to stamp that fact,"apne jo kuch bhi likha hai who Dm ne apka haat pakd keh likwaiya hai.."[whatever you did, it's all DM's permission]... and Devi Maiya made sure of that...Through his hasty and impulsive decisions are making him stand where he is today yet he is not alone... and He will make sure Khushi will never leave him . Today Lavanya's words came true..."agar tumahai Zindagi mein pyar aa jaye...make sure tum use apni Zindagi se khabi jane mat dena.."[Make sure you never let your Love go from your life]...as He stepped towards his love to embrace it yet remained empty-handed...but not completely as two devastated wounded souls found their ways towards each other...as always...Hamesha...
But this time It's a Hamesha of emptiness, a regret, a cindering rage of mistrust, disbelief, deception,and treachery which is binding them together in the rage of extreme Love but there is a time for that auspicious moment to emerge as ONE Devine Soul...as Di's prayer is stamping this divine union along with whole universe ..."Inki Zindagi mein koi aisa aye jo inki zindagi keh dard ko Hamesha keh liye khatam kar de..."[May someone come in his life who diminishes all of his pain and agony ]...Indeed he will be free from all of this forever..Hamesha
A New Beginning...With a Curator and a protector for forever...
but again he hurt her as she doesn't want to talk...yet turns around and gets perturbed finding her disappeared...but thirsty eyes locate her visage, walks towards her...sensing his presence her raging move to go away, his holding her close to his heart where he is feeling the pain...and him accepting his mistake yet in anger, her understanding his struggle with one word "
