IPKKND/"Arnav's Sorry"

            Sorry!!! I am Sorry...!!! I am really really sorry!!!
By ArshiHamesha/Written on IF/2012

He called her yet in vain but she gets the message of a disturbed and a perturbed heart miles away ...

He had no idea in his remorse how to say sorry...which he was practicing since morning...with his green sexy sweater with a tilted angry face..."sorry bolna hai...itna mushkil bhi nahin hai..."[Its not that hard to say sorry]...
She comes in and he approaches her but couldn't say much...

Raba Ve moment.They both share the pain but he turns his face as It's hard for him to see right in her eyes because of "Nadamat" he is ashamed of what he did from the bottom of his heart. Today her gazes at him are stronger as she wants to make sure he is fine regardless he dug the daggers of his pain into her chest. His eyes are saying sorry and she is receiving it. This silent sorry is broken by La' entry. Love this as he is pleading her"mut jao"[Don't go] and yes she wants to stay.While leaving they both turn to see each other but their timings are odd but he watches her going out and his heart is not his today and has the compulsion to stop her. 
But he has to go after them to protect her as she is not familiar with all hi-fi drama at the party and La took her...Harward's brain figured all this out yet couldn't figure out how to say sorry...
He found her with her talking with him... but again he hurt her as she doesn't want to talk...yet turns around and gets perturbed finding her disappeared...but thirsty eyes locate her visage, walks towards her...sensing his presence her raging move to go away, his holding her close to his heart where he is feeling the pain...and him accepting his mistake yet in anger, her understanding his struggle with one word "Sorry..."
She opens her heart under the stars...and tells him all about her and his embracing her with his tears gulping all of her pain realizing how similar their stars are who are watching them far from heaven today having real peace seeing the union of their hearts...During Telepathy these hearts will again read their heartbeats without any hurdles...with Vishwass ...TRUST

Khushi helps him in such a way and why not only she can do it, no one else can she promulgates Arnav Singh Raizada with  Khushi Kumari Gupta who he has never met before and Finally he says that word..." SORRY..." a word which he never said to anyone else before...but yes he lets her meet the real Arnav Singh Raizada...who can do anything and can go any extent for his Khushi...
                                           I'm sorry, ...I'm really really sorry...!!!


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Sorry & Forgiveness
by:ArshiHamesha
"Arnav's Sorry"
Written on IF/2012

Arnav's sorry means, I feel the pulse of your pain as well as my own, and I'm saying it because I take a share of it and so from today and on it binds us together, makes us ambulate and subjugate as one another. It's a hole refilled, a debt repaid and the wake of misdeed. It's the crippling ripple of the consequence of what I did or said. 
My Sorry is a question that begs forgiveness because the pendulum of my heart won't settle until things are set right and true to push things forward. It is going to bridge the gap as it's an oath, a  sacrament, an offering. , a gift as to err is a human and to forgive is divine in this celestial and blissful relation of ours.
 
"  Khushi's forgiveness"
My forgiveness is an act of love, as I'm opening a way for you to enter in with open arms and heart to embrace it, to inhale it, to feel it. As If I feel wronged or annoyed, I release the childish impulse to judge just to show you my way of love and care towards you and just for you. I act with compassion with families and friends and exercise the same forgiving attitude to everyone as with you but with you, it's different if you can feel and see as this "Khushi" and happiness is yours and only yours if you let it be. If I have erred, I correct with a smile and laugh to move on as I draw this immense love from the reservoir of  DM's love within me to give and receive the gift of love from you and for you, just you and only you''.
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