IPKKND/"Arnav's Sorry"

            Sorry!!! I am Sorry...!!! I am really really sorry!!!
By ArshiHamesha/Written on IF/2012

He called her yet in vain but she gets the message of a disturbed and a perturbed heart miles away ...

He had no idea in his remorse how to say sorry...which he was practicing since morning...with his green sexy sweater with a tilted angry face..."sorry bolna hai...itna mushkil bhi nahin hai..."[Its not that hard to say sorry]...
She comes in and he approaches her but couldn't say much...

Raba Ve moment.They both share the pain but he turns his face as It's hard for him to see right in her eyes because of "Nadamat" he is ashamed of what he did from the bottom of his heart. Today her gazes at him are stronger as she wants to make sure he is fine regardless he dug the daggers of his pain into her chest. His eyes are saying sorry and she is receiving it. This silent sorry is broken by La' entry. Love this as he is pleading her"mut jao"[Don't go] and yes she wants to stay.While leaving they both turn to see each other but their timings are odd but he watches her going out and his heart is not his today and has the compulsion to stop her. 
But he has to go after them to protect her as she is not familiar with all hi-fi drama at the party and La took her...Harward's brain figured all this out yet couldn't figure out how to say sorry...
He found her with her talking with him... but again he hurt her as she doesn't want to talk...yet turns around and gets perturbed finding her disappeared...but thirsty eyes locate her visage, walks towards her...sensing his presence her raging move to go away, his holding her close to his heart where he is feeling the pain...and him accepting his mistake yet in anger, her understanding his struggle with one word "Sorry..."
She opens her heart under the stars...and tells him all about her and his embracing her with his tears gulping all of her pain realizing how similar their stars are who are watching them far from heaven today having real peace seeing the union of their hearts...During Telepathy these hearts will again read their heartbeats without any hurdles...with Vishwass ...TRUST

Khushi helps him in such a way and why not only she can do it, no one else can she promulgates Arnav Singh Raizada with  Khushi Kumari Gupta who he has never met before and Finally he says that word..." SORRY..." a word which he never said to anyone else before...but yes he lets her meet the real Arnav Singh Raizada...who can do anything and can go any extent for his Khushi...
                                           I'm sorry, ...I'm really really sorry...!!!


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Sorry & Forgiveness
by:ArshiHamesha
"Arnav's Sorry"
Written on IF/2012

Arnav's sorry means, I feel the pulse of your pain as well as my own, and I'm saying it because I take a share of it and so from today and on it binds us together, makes us ambulate and subjugate as one another. It's a hole refilled, a debt repaid and the wake of misdeed. It's the crippling ripple of the consequence of what I did or said. 
My Sorry is a question that begs forgiveness because the pendulum of my heart won't settle until things are set right and true to push things forward. It is going to bridge the gap as it's an oath, a  sacrament, an offering. , a gift as to err is a human and to forgive is divine in this celestial and blissful relation of ours.
 
"  Khushi's forgiveness"
My forgiveness is an act of love, as I'm opening a way for you to enter in with open arms and heart to embrace it, to inhale it, to feel it. As If I feel wronged or annoyed, I release the childish impulse to judge just to show you my way of love and care towards you and just for you. I act with compassion with families and friends and exercise the same forgiving attitude to everyone as with you but with you, it's different if you can feel and see as this "Khushi" and happiness is yours and only yours if you let it be. If I have erred, I correct with a smile and laugh to move on as I draw this immense love from the reservoir of  DM's love within me to give and receive the gift of love from you and for you, just you and only you''.
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IPKKND/ A Journey until Payesh Shagun

           

                  Iss Pyar Ko Kya Naam Doon

Ab Tak Ka Safar! By ArshiHamesha/ written on IF/ 2012

Iss Pyar ko kya Naam Doon? a unique love story that touches the soul of a common person' has a roller coaster ride. This is a story of two star-crossed lovers whose love has no limit yet their denial has no boundary either. Arnav Singh Raizada, a wall of ego, who writes his own destiny along with others oh well that's what Khushi's been told by this tycoon who had his eyes on this ravishing beauty since day one holding in his arms safely. His "Gustakh" [stubborn] rattled eyes stuck on red beauty and since then he started either punishing the red Cinderella in water or saving with water. Either scare her with his misty aired presence or feel her misty presence with air. Her absence creates havoc, a fire, and fears in him and her presence does the same. A normal handsome hunk pulls his girl with love, but this one does it in anger and gets angrier when she threatens him leaving for "hamesha." He wants to rewind his acts to fix them yet forward them to make more mistakes. In this misty anger, he brings his girlfriend for distraction but ends up coming closer to Khushi. His first acknowledgment towards her by saying sorry and feeling the same pain as he feels his own was a big step here two souls come closer by being orphans and sharing the same pain. This proximity becomes dangerous with no distance in between them on Diwali and now the game of fear starts and that fear ends up not only breaking Khushi's heart but also pushing her towards Shyam's trap.

The push and pull game of these two takes a new turn and they both end up in engagement in Mandir unknowingly. The wall of ego gets higher after this act and they both started their journey parallel to the bank of the river which needed a bridge and Devi Maiyan becomes that bridge and makes Khushi falls in his arms again.

Both as stubborn as they could be take oath for not speaking to each other. This time parents, the stars, come into action, and Arnav by putting Ego guards downpours his heart out to Khushi and she embraces him with her soft and peaceful belief "baatVishwas ki hai" [It's a matter of belief]. His scattered life finds solace and peace only in her embrace as she is only HIS'..written divinely'.

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Her engagement shakes the ground under his feet. Things take a nasty turn and the revelation of Khushi's engagement make these ego walls higher around Khushi till these along with Arnav make her suffocated within and tear her every dream apart  "Sapno ki duniyan mein rehna hi acha hai kyuonkeh asli Duniya main sirf Dil toot te hain" [It's good to remain in dreams as only hearts break in real world.

But seeing her devastating condition, a wall of ego within ASR cracks, and his own tears come out of these cracks along with her but the cracked wall is still strong enough to make her break more. He closes the door on her by telling her "Tumhare hone na hone se mujhe koi fadak nahi padta'you don't even exist for me" [It doesn't matter to me with or without you]. But ends up breaking this wall by himself and apologize to her. Khushi's jealousy and uneasiness are playing the hide and seek along with her Dhak Dhak but her uncertainty and woman's egoism does not want to fall for any pit as she fell already and her wounds are still there "koi matlab nahin hai" one of which is around her ankle as a reminder of it. But her broken heart and open wounds only seek his embrace and solace to heal as he is indeed is her protector and only HERS'..written divinely'..

    

  

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Shyam took every single opportunity from Lukhnow till now to lay with these simple yet strong people but his evil act of putting strong walls of silence around Babuji is not acceptable for Devi Maiyan. She exposes this evil in front of her child by inheriting her powers of belief and courage to vanquish him. Khushi has another feature of DM, forgiveness and seeing goodness at heart and she gives this evil one chance to put his acts together. Raizadas and Guptas are closer than ever through Akash and Payal's relation which became a reality only by Arnav and Khushi. These two stubborn yet soft souls can go any extent for their loved ones and here they are joining hands to make dreams come true ''.. as Dreams do come true in real life'..

 

These two souls smile together and cry together by remaining together no matter what'.Wall of ego had indeed surrendered by the wall of belief and trust but "pyar" love and acknowledgment of this "ehsaas" is still waiting for the moment when one of them will cross the bridge to come on this side of this flowing river known as LOVE'.'.Let's see who dives in and who crosses this barrier'. When '. how'. and' why?

With New beginning  ''.. in Iss Pyar Ko kya Naam Doon'.

 

IPKKND/Tu hi bata Mere Maula tu hi Bata mere rabba

                                                                 

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula Tu Hi Bata Mere Raba...

The Sufiana Kalam or a song for some is one of those soul reasons which makes"ISS PYAAR KO KIA NAAM DOON "a unique and aggrandizing show which moves the hearts of millions throughout the Globe. It is a story of two star-crossed lovers who started their journey in a very strange way,hate or love whatever you call it but it sure did move our hearts. 

 

                  On 29th June 2011 was the very FIRST Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula scene song

Here are the lyrics & the first scene of Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba,

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba

Faasle Meelon Ke Hain, Dono Hai Alag Disha,

Kabhi Ye Mil Payenge, Nahin Kisiko Hai Pata,

Nahin Kisiko Hai Pata

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula

Ik Baat Usme Bhi Hai, To Ik Baat Usme Bhi Hai,

Hai Dhoop Saa Woh Agar, Wo Chaandi Raat Si Hai,

Mil Paaye Kabhi Dono, Kya Teri Isme Hai Razaa...?

Kya Teri Isme Hai Razaa...?

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba

Tu Hi Bataaa...

Na Paas Aa Sake, Na Door Ja Sake

Gar Pyar Inko Kheenche, Takrar Inko Roke

Gar Pyar Inko Kheenche, Takrar Inko Roke

Yun To Badhe Hain Inke Kadam, Inhe Raasta Tu Hi Dikha

Inhain Raasta Tu Hi Dikha

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba

Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon?...

and then 2nd time when they met at Bherserai near wishing Tree

       

       

and then we came here up to 100th Episode with this Sufiyana Kalam or song followed by Arshi's first hug 

3rd time when Arnav paid Hospital bills and puts his protective hand on Khushi's head

4th time when Arnav broke her, shattered her completely at Diwali

  

5th time after bandgement, taking DM's blessings but going opposite directions in ego

6th time when Khushi finds her true feelings for Arnav while he leaves for London

7th time When Arnav confesses his Love for her "I love You Dammit".