A World of Dream.

 

A World of Dream... By ArshiHamesha

There were moments when Arnav had humiliated and insulted Khushi but not to the extent but this moment was way too much... after what all they went through in past. Arnav went a little too far this time when he broke her heart, that one heart that meant the world to him..And indeed he realized that he had always brought tears to those eyes..which often reflects back in his eyes too...

She was looking like a dream...and indeed he was mesmerized by that beauty as always got halted in his dream-like Khushi who kept him up all night since he saw her in that red saree...

He came close to touch and feel if it was his dream...She went back...rejecting his touch...oh enraging him breaking his dream...

Ego and hurt soared in..and as always Arnav Singh Raizada realized that she belonged to someone else...In his rage and hurt, he says those words ...words which pierced her heart...and broke all her dreams in one swift way... He made sure that she realized that he is way above her ...and she means nothing to him

But our Khushi's spirit is bruised but not defeated...She rejects his gift which he offered as a tip...ouch...

and gave him back ..in the way he understands...

But as soon as he goes...Khushi broke down...as she was hurt...not by those words...but the man who had said those words... She had dreamt of him as her prince..and he showed her this reality to ...

As she says...so true..and so heartbreaking...

"Sapnon ki duniya mein hi rehna acha hain lavanya ji..Kyunki asli duniya mein sirf dil tuttle hain.."

Her tear dropped..and he saw... it ached inside so much that he could not stay longer...Yes he did it again...he broke her heart...and he knew deep inside...he never wanted to...

A little painful and heartbreaking scene but an important one that made Arnav Singh Raizada realized that he had gone too far perhaps.

This moment ended Faraq Padta hain Track...

This was the track after her engagement when he was trying to make her realize "he matters to her so accept it" But she is his mirror image with equal ego and self-respect.He tried every possible way, from poolside to necklace but here he went too far as she was not giving in but what he saw it here it made him frustrated later as this was hard for him to accept this reality, the reality which is shown by her tears that she is deeply hurt because HE IS STILL HER FOCUS but he is out of her reach.Her Rajkumar is not his but on the other side, he thinks she is engaged and she has moved on.

Which was unacceptable for him as he could see her here pouring her heart out that how hard it is for her to do so."Kyuon karta hoon main aisa...har bar uss ki ankhon main aansoo..'

[Why do I do that?I became the reason for her tears every time...].

He comes back and yells AT LA...AS FOR HIM KHUSHI IS UNIQUE AND HE NEVER WANTED La TO BE LIKE HER"KITNI BAAR KAHA HAI KEH USS KKG JAISA MAT BAN JANA ...MAIN PHELE HI .." [How many times I said ,don't become like La...I am already trying..."]HE COULDN'T FINISH...as for him no one is like Khushi and can't be...in the room, he spits fire again but her words melt him"hum jante hain humari aapki zindagi main koi ahmiyat nahi hai..."

"I know I have no place in your life..."

and he says sorry after that by hugging La as always imaging Khushi...

Sanaya Irani for portraying the hurt of Khushi or Barun Sobti who showed the guilt and remorse of Arnav Singh Raizada...They brought the scene alive with some beautiful dialogues and screenplay.I simply salute them...

Tom-Jerry Moments

 The way she was instigating him to burst out and break his own deal is amazing. Such cute expressions she holds here. The way he is looking at her is like he will eat her without chewing.LOL.He can just grab her and say so much like the character dheela day, but he made a deal.ufff.I can't move on from this scene.

              

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I love this scene, neither he will declare defeat nor she will. He wants her to start talking first and she wants him to say something...what can I say, Stubborn lovers..

There is something in this Hate..."/Forced Wedding

 

"Nafrat Keh Iss Mahol Main Khuch Tou Hai..."

There is something in this Hate..."

By ArshiHamesha

    

  Nafrat [Hate] or Mohabbat[Love]  are two sides of the same coin .Just like Arnav and Khushi  walk on the opposite sides of a bank of the river but always have same direction no matter what. Either He tried to throw her out or she tried to leave him but they always come closer than ever. Same here, their marriage happened in the form of hate but it's the extreme side of their love which they both share since from the beginning. For a split Sec when he saw her waiting on the bed with her bridal attire, he got so entranced and he forgot everything, but then his assumption that she is in a relationship with his brother-in-law brought out the worst in him.

"Pata nahi Kaise saans loonga eik hi kamre main tumhare saath"[How I am going to breath under same roof]...and he is the one who will miss him when she will not be seen after Heer Ranjha fight..."God knows kab ayegi..."[ God Knows when she will come]

 Regardless, she knows he is saying in pain which he doesn't want to share yet in her state of mind,"Hum bhi aapke saath na iss kamre mai rehna chate hai aur na iss ghar main.."[I don't want to live in this room or in this house with you] and she is the one who will say"dhaga hum nai apni marzi sai nahin pakda ...par ab bandh liya hai tou..."[ I wasn't ready for this marriage but now if we are in it then..]

 

He threw her out of the room but neither he could sleep nor she. Their eyes are stating love and conveying pain seeing each other in the state of convulsion yet none of them is ready to leave their ego. Pretty soon he will be sleeping on where he is deciding now ...his recliner and she will be on his bed with his permission and even if she wants to leave the bed, she will be there forcefully.But before that he will be sleeping where she is to feel how she is feeling. Every pain she goes through ,he makes himself goes through as they both share what they feel only can't accept it."Akhdoo hai who tou main bhi kam nahi"..."Ziddi jo ho..." .[You are stubborn just like me].will be coming later along with "Phele aap kam ko bigarte hain phir use sambhalte hai..."[First you mess up things and then try to put it together]

He can't bear the pain and abandonment she is going through yet the most painful words come out from both of them and they both pour out their feelings from their eyes yet Zubaan [mouth] verbalizes something different...

He said,"kyunkey main tumse nafrat karta hoon... because I hate you."

She said,"hum bhi aap se nafrat karte hain... jitni aap karte hain usse kahin zyada... kyunki koi aap se pyaar kare aap uske layak hi nahin hain, mr raizada... aap sirf nafrat ke kayak hain!"

[I hate you too more than you hate me because you are not the one who can be loved by anyone Mr Raizada ...you only deserve Hate]

But this their straight acceptance of love for each other and complaining why did you do that when we both love each other.First confession...I love you ...and I love you more than you do...otherwise why there is sadness residing in those eyes after the realization of what they had just conveyed...The tears in their eyes are depicting their state of mind and their mehsoos is seeping in their souls to spread the Abe-Hayat of the truth in their veins...The TRUTH of their love

     Which comes later in the most beautiful confession...I love you               Dammit...Hum Bhi aap se I love you Dammit...

        

#20 is the # 20 is the # of God just like 10 who is always there in need. Arnav is there for Khushi no matter what as he is the one who put coins in the packet and 2 represents sexual tension just like two mangoes in front of Nani, mango juice in his shoes.

The 20/2 vibration can be a very negative vibration and can have a desperate need for security and companionship.  This may, however, push a person into a hasty, ill-advised marriage. 

as she found 2 coins in the last 20th pack

            This means he will be pushed to the situation to have a hasty decision of ill marriage and that's exactly what happened here. Diwali brought them together and they will be together no matter what HATE or LOVE...Arnav aur Khushi Khabi alag nahi ho sakte..{Arnav and Khushi can't be separated]

Happy Diwali All the Balsters, new ,old, silent , active, alienated or residents ...Sab ko Salaam...and congratulations...Welcome to Thread 20 of BFTP...

                       

Stargazing/ Epi 123

     Excerpts of 123

"Is my mother happy to see me?" He asks with a tearful voice and hoping that she says yes. She looks at him, knowing exactly what he is feeling, missing at this moment. She always held him and caressed him as a companion giving all the warmth of a mother later, but now she is there to share all the pain the same way she did the other night telling him how does she feel after her parents' death. I always feel pain watching this scene.

Because, as a child, we ask this like many, many times, it is good. we see mother's face if she is happy with us and then that urge becomes a habit, a need, we want her approval, we say that in anger who cares but internally we do desperately. Mother's silence is a killer and here she is dead and he wants to hear her, see her. this is a very touchy scene

Stargazing...He was dying to talk to her by all means and he was the one who made this deal and with every angle and by doing all she proved to him that she will abide by his deal. His tears, His pain is what she can't bear and the same is with him and he broke his deal by asking her an innocent question. Her beautiful answer is what makes him believe in things which he never did before...yes "It is a matter of Belief..." nothing much. If you believe you see the guiding light which follows your heart like no one till you find what you are looking for...with all the answers...

Her talking, yapping acts like a bandage to his wounds, deep wounds, and pain of years. He always becomes upset, angry whenever she stops talking to him. He yells, screams, and does all just to see her on normal terms with him. He misses her when she is not around and her asking him"Are you alright?" is like his life is back on track. He will say this to her later, The moments I spent with you were I always remembered and forgot all..." After the Diwali incident and his pushing her away, this was the moment he found peace. Yes! Khushi and her happiness matters to Arnav Singh Raizada, who claimed on Diwali night, for me you and that moment had no meaning. It doesn't matter to me..."

Bond of Love

 

                               BOND OF LOVE

                                      by 

                                 ArshiHamesha

                                

A story of a brave heart who first time starts its real heartbeat with the sight of a mesmerized princess full of innocence and charm. Unlike Cinderella , she left "pearls "  with him to follow her heart full of emotions.A butterfly [ Titliya ] whose wings spread colors not only in his life but everywhere.She beats all the odds reaching his heart and finally finds the wings of her belief " Braveheart does have a heart".That day she transfers a heartbeat to his heart just by one touch of hers.He accepts it graciously and leaves her in the midst of a wilderness of searching her erratic heartbeat.Their hearts find the solace in each other's proximity under the stars and the acceptance in each other's eyes.Words lose their tracks when hearts race while delivering desires, yearning, inclination, aspiration, and wishes which started building a bridge, a connection and a bond ...

 ...A bond of Love...

Love of brave heart finds it hard to accept the love and breaks the innocent heart into tears , tears of pearls one more time scatters around his heart which bleeds along with them yet determined to remain heartless as this is his shackle towards his heart who doesn't want to build this bond...

...A bond of Love...

Love of innocent butterfly does not stop sprinkling her pixie dust to bring the color of joy, laughter and livelihood around brave heart and his heart starts preparing a welcome party to these tiny steps of colossal heart princess with apologizing yet throwing her around with challenges.She completes all the deals to reach for the one and the only one  deal ..., "His Heart shall be mine"...A feeling of a beautiful bond occurs but gets stolen by a haunted wizard on its way but the strength of this connection was too strong and tenacious which couldn't  get tainted .The union of hearts was written divinely and the bridge was built heavenly ...and it happened spiritually and ethereally .An unbroken promise in  an adamantine night gets bound by this bond...

 ......A bond of Love...

 Love and its tender feet take its ground firmly and builds its bond over time with faith, with beliefs, with trust, and with promises to be one and remain one for eternity as this bond was not only divine and holy but also mystical, celestial and angelic. A bridge connects these two innocent souls in an armored and shielded bond ...

 ...A bond of Love...

 

Crazy Woman

 Crazy woman...

He was upset with the whole situation of how did she handle it? but she was happy that she had a full chance to speak without being interrupted by Laad Governor.LOL.A crazy woman she is, he will say this later and hugged her but right now he is ready to eat her alive.

That crazy woman was his life as always...You know I can't live without you...a straightforward confession...with his wife who knows him inside out...

What a beautiful ending of these two ajeeb people...

"Eternal Love..."/Arshi's Marriage Poem

 

                Sept 28, For me "The picture Perfect Moment"

                                     "Eternal Love..."

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A Faith of journey started with a gaze

As I found someone in my wild  chase

A glimpse of her changed  my  phase

A feeling of Love yet to come in my ways

A day of sunshine among my darks days

A moonlight stood holding a key of craze

A closed heartfelt the tremor of waves

A shrewd piece of me stoned her glaze

 

A scared  blue  shades  heart  of  mine

A scarlet  colorful  shaded  heart  of  hers

A beginning of matters and no matters

A chase  of  thorns  and  flowers  of  ours 

A faith started its grip in my hazy  belief

Someone is there to fight my  grief

A flicker of love started burning me deep

A moonlight lady started coming in dreams

A lost feeling rested in chamber clearly

A search for seeking love to heal dearly

A load of  pains I have  to bear  lightly

Fear of holding the craze of love barely

A mistrust became the foundation of my trust

Disbelief became the reason for my beliefs

A belief became the lifeline of my breath

Color became the code soothing breeze

A touch of hers was the need of mine

A kiss of hers was the demand of mine

A thought  of hers  was a deal of mine

A lady in red, green, yellow is mine

A departed feeling refused to depart

Night came with light despite being apart

A message delivered on both sides

A man in love with his woman's heart

A journey of thorns brought the shrewdness

A fire within refused to throw cruelness

A wind of chimes decided its own astuteness

A lady of love smiled at my own adroitness

A confession of innocence broiled tears in me

Ahold of beauty destroyed the beast in me

A trust of eternity reached covering miles to me

A union of hearts occurred again auspiciously in me

Ahold of lifeless Aphrodite of mine in my arms

A yearn to plea to make her aware of my charms

A way to clear every thorn to reach her gleams

A threat to care to embrace her always in my arms

A  challenge to set fears against my way to Love

A thorn being replaced with a rose of red Love

A lonely walk to stir  to the path by pure mother's Love

A reminder to look, care, hold of your Eternal Love

 

         

Memorable Moments 

                      

Farmhouse/ Poem/ Nuzzling Touch of yours...

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Special Post for Sept 21st
Direct link

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/92573065

      

  

Nuzzling touch of yours...
Sept 21st...

 

I never hope, but I found you in my hopes

I never seek, but I found you in my dreams

 I never expect it, but I embrace you in my arms

I never doubt, but I glimpsed you in my hopes

   

 

I never love, but I loved you in different ways

I never cry, but I cried for you in dreadful whispers

I never fail, but I succeeded you in my deep fears

I never predict, but I striped my faiths in layers

 

     

I never stop, loving you in my deep diffidence

I never stop, caring for you in my hesitancies

I never stop, layering you in my impassivities 

I never stop, hugging you in my intimacies 

     

 

I never touch, till the warmth touch of yours

I never hug, till the feel of fervor fire of yours

I never kiss, till the creamy embraced petals of yours

I never intimate, till  cherishing nuzzling touch of yours

 

       

  

  

"love is predictable" when it strikes all you can do is to be with it..."