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Sunday, May 16, 2021

There is something in this Hate..."/Forced Wedding

 


"Nafrat Keh Iss Mahol Main Khuch Tou Hai..."

There is something in this Hate..."

By ArshiHamesha

    

  Nafrat [Hate] or Mohabbat[Love]  are two sides of the same coin .Just like Arnav and Khushi  walk on the opposite sides of a bank of the river but always have same direction no matter what. Either He tried to throw her out or she tried to leave him but they always come closer than ever. Same here, their marriage happened in the form of hate but it's the extreme side of their love which they both share since from the beginning. For a split Sec when he saw her waiting on the bed with her bridal attire, he got so entranced and he forgot everything, but then his assumption that she is in a relationship with his brother-in-law brought out the worst in him.

"Pata nahi Kaise saans loonga eik hi kamre main tumhare saath"[How I am going to breath under same roof]...and he is the one who will miss him when she will not be seen after Heer Ranjha fight..."God knows kab ayegi..."[ God Knows when she will come]

 Regardless, she knows he is saying in pain which he doesn't want to share yet in her state of mind,"Hum bhi aapke saath na iss kamre mai rehna chate hai aur na iss ghar main.."[I don't want to live in this room or in this house with you] and she is the one who will say"dhaga hum nai apni marzi sai nahin pakda ...par ab bandh liya hai tou..."[ I wasn't ready for this marriage but now if we are in it then..]

 

He threw her out of the room but neither he could sleep nor she. Their eyes are stating love and conveying pain seeing each other in the state of convulsion yet none of them is ready to leave their ego. Pretty soon he will be sleeping on where he is deciding now ...his recliner and she will be on his bed with his permission and even if she wants to leave the bed, she will be there forcefully.But before that he will be sleeping where she is to feel how she is feeling. Every pain she goes through ,he makes himself goes through as they both share what they feel only can't accept it."Akhdoo hai who tou main bhi kam nahi"..."Ziddi jo ho..." .[You are stubborn just like me].will be coming later along with "Phele aap kam ko bigarte hain phir use sambhalte hai..."[First you mess up things and then try to put it together]


He can't bear the pain and abandonment she is going through yet the most painful words come out from both of them and they both pour out their feelings from their eyes yet Zubaan [mouth] verbalizes something different...

He said,"kyunkey main tumse nafrat karta hoon... because I hate you."

She said,"hum bhi aap se nafrat karte hain... jitni aap karte hain usse kahin zyada... kyunki koi aap se pyaar kare aap uske layak hi nahin hain, mr raizada... aap sirf nafrat ke kayak hain!"


[I hate you too more than you hate me because you are not the one who can be loved by anyone Mr Raizada ...you only deserve Hate]


But this their straight acceptance of love for each other and complaining why did you do that when we both love each other.First confession...I love you ...and I love you more than you do...otherwise why there is sadness residing in those eyes after the realization of what they had just conveyed...The tears in their eyes are depicting their state of mind and their mehsoos is seeping in their souls to spread the Abe-Hayat of the truth in their veins...The TRUTH of their love

     Which comes later in the most beautiful confession...I love you               Dammit...Hum Bhi aap se I love you Dammit...



        
#20 is the # 20 is the # of God just like 10 who is always there in need. Arnav is there for Khushi no matter what as he is the one who put coins in the packet and 2 represents sexual tension just like two mangoes in front of Nani, mango juice in his shoes.

The 20/2 vibration can be a very negative vibration and can have a desperate need for security and companionship.  This may, however, push a person into a hasty, ill-advised marriage. 

as she found 2 coins in the last 20th pack

            This means he will be pushed to the situation to have a hasty decision of ill marriage and that's exactly what happened here. Diwali brought them together and they will be together no matter what HATE or LOVE...Arnav aur Khushi Khabi alag nahi ho sakte..{Arnav and Khushi can't be separated]


Happy Diwali All the Balsters, new ,old, silent , active, alienated or residents ...Sab ko Salaam...and congratulations...Welcome to Thread 20 of BFTP...

                       

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