~~A Circle of Eternity~~

                         

~~A Circle of Eternity~~  Atoot Bandhan

by ArshiHamesha

Continue from "A Connection of Heart to Soul"

The emergence of a woman through these words is shaping up a new storm behind this temporary calmness of the surroundings.The brewing up anger in her is settling into deep concerns, concerns are raving up into realizations and that turns hopes up with rebellious desires "to be with him" no matter what, "to claim him as hers" no matter what ...indeed "ek din nafrat bhi sharma jati hai ...agar ek mauqa diya jaye..."..[Hate gets defeated in front of love eventually]... 

She is entering the temple where he broke her fast on Teej . Her each step is closer to that eternal touch of his by sipping the "Abe Hayat" which he gave her couple of months ago but she scolds at him for that "Why did you give me that ... you broke my fast", yes broken fast "mujhe nahi pata tha keh tumhara...tum behosh  ho rahi theen.."[ u were getting fainted..I didn't know you are fastening]...He never knew about Her getting trapped in Shyam's games but he still saved her from all the dizziness of this whole game under DeviMaiya's supervision...He offered her eternal life with him and that's what he's been offering her all along either in hate or love and today she understood that by embracing each step towards it.

She is standing in front of Lord Shiv  not Devi Maiya and praying for her Arnavji's welfare as his wife... aap bas unka khyal rakhein aur haan unn se kahiyega jaldi wapas aa jayain"...[ Just take care of him and please tell him to come back soon]

Shiv,The Lord of "mercy and repentance" ...as is repenting for all of her actions today .Lord Shiv also has the power vanquishing evil and  she is gathering that from Lord Shiv to vanquish Shyam's evil plot as their positions [Khushi is in between Shyam and Anjali]...while standing in front of Shiv is ringing those bells. "aap hamein chodiye...hum apni mushkile khud suljha lenge...aur haan  "humne apni dil ki baat aapke saamne rakhi,yeh baat aap Devi Maiyya se mat kahiyega". [ I can take care of myself..Don't tell DeviMaiya that I opened up in front of you]...Last time she declared to Devimaiya that she won't speak to her and doesn't have any intention to stay here but today she is here for her husband...her Arnavji...She has done every ritual under Devi Maiya's supervision and today she is completing the circle with Lord Shiv with her pure , innocent and eternal acceptance of her Love for Arnavji..."Apne pati keh liye..jin se hum bohat pyar karte hain.." and She will declare these words to the Evil later.

 

Khushi is asking strength for him, so he can fight all the demons within and around him. Here come Anjali's words with Arnav in front of the mirror..."tum khud bhi nahi jante keh tumhain Khushiji  ka kitna Khiyal hai..." and that made him realize to say "I love you.." because he just does and doesn't want any reason to do so...For Khushi here comes Naniji's words ..."hamre chotey hai na agar woh kisi se pyaar karte hain aur unke liye kuch nahi kar sakte to khudhi ko sazaa dene lag jate hain"... 

Today the soothing sound of spreading pearls make her understand the true meaning of Arnav's  pearled oceanic Love which is way deeper than anything...Which was always around her to sooth her from every storm and today she is feeling alone walking , facing the heat of it but his Love is her strength and that will light her path to find all the treasures of their moments to go through this darkness till she finds him..."hum ne aapko dhoond hi liya" ...till then he will be his guardian angel of strength..."aap hi hamari taqat thai..." [u were my strength] ...Yes she has unlocked the real meaning of Love of the man who is everything for her since from the beginning and today she wants to claim him...to embrace him..the way he is ..

 

Kuch rishtey ajeeb hi Dor mein bandhey hotey hain

Takraar se shuru hote hain...Nafrat ke saaye mein panapte hain

Girte hain...padte hain...par Kaayam rahte hain

Nafrat badhti jaati hai...aur Rishtey ki gaanth aur gehri hoti jaati hai

Itni ki ek din Nafrat bhi aur badhne se sharma jaati hai

Aur woh rishta sirf ek bandhan bankar reh jaata hai,lekin sirf Nafrat waala

Kabhi kabhi aisa lagta hai...Nafrat ke us maahaul mein kuch to hai

Jo humse kehta hai - 

is unsuni,anjaane se,ankahe se rishtey ko ek mauka to do

Par jis rishtey ki neev hi Nafrat pe rakhi gayi ho -

Uss sey kuch bhi ummeed lagaana naadani nahi to aur kya hoga

Aur shaayad yeh naadani hum kar baithe hain

warna kyun itni nafrat ke baawjood hamein aapki yaad aa rahi hai

Kyun hum aapse ladte hain,jhagarte hain...laikin aapke jaane ke baad

Aapki hi ki raah dekhte hain, hawaon se aapki baatein karte hain...

    

Khushi's each line is enveloped in layers and layers of pain, yearning, forlorn and discontent but right from her Heart dipped in pure Love... which is bleeding for him only..Yes This is a merger phase from "Hate to Love"..."Main tum se nafrat kar hi nahi paya...hum ne kitni koshish ki aapse pyar na karne ke liye.."...Today she cried her heart out to clear all the dust of dust...yes she loves him , she just does ,the way he does... Fadak padta hai from both sides...

Khushi's walk was alone and she is standing alone while talking with Arnav, though at both places she is with her family the beauty is she is looking forward in her life towards Arnav, A man who drags her, hates her, hurts her but always stands by her and she has connected that strong   "Dhaga" thread only with him . Everyone has their place in their life but now it's them what is the most important to them. He spoke to the family-like an anchor but now it's time for them...Love his control over himself delivering strength to his Khushi..." I love you"...A single tear rolls down like the first drop of water on a dry land...

Yes that drop of hope, she finally opens the door of her heart and finds her Rajkumar,right there lightening her dreams by removing her darkness of every single doubt...

She steps forward to insure him, to embrace him, to hold him in his path of remorse by accepting him as hers . Their union started with the broken pearls and today it is symbolically getting encircled in those pure nuggets which he ties around her neck by giving her ...respect and pride ...by making her his half...his equal...and marriage got approval by both today for eternity...in her dream...

 

but she still feels this "I love you Khushi " in a bottle  as a hint of him in a trouble..."Sab Kuch Chalte huwe , wo hum se itni badi baat nahin kar sakte...[He can't say those words in a normal condition]